ITS MONDAY!!

ya.

its a bad monday ba.

or to be specific.

i got a sucky weekends.

saturday.

went to work from 1330 to 2230.

helped jun to do her excel sheet.

went home ard 2300++.

we took cab and jun send mi home.

dear msg mi saying tat his parents is objecting our relationship.

sunday.

went to work form 1330 to 2230.

den went home.

dear msg mi saying sorry tat he cant continue this relationship due to his parents.

hais.

im lost.

i called jun and cried.

we talked for an hour plus.

felt abit better.

both of us belive tat.

tat is not the onli reason tat he wana end our relationship.

there is still something behind this.

not i dont trust him.

but i reallie smell something fishy.

i've cried.

talked to jun.

jun had consoled mi.

warned mi not to cry.

okie.

den i went to slp.

today!

yup.

i tried to start a new life of mine.

since he had chosen to end our relationship.

so he wont be calling mi anymore le.

surprisingly.

he called mi at 1000.

i juz answer lor.

he told mi tat his parents esp his dad is reallie objecting it.

his dad wanted to chase him out of his hse.

well.

and he did not went home last night.

he stayed out.

but i dunno where.

i reallie dunno to feel pity for him or not.

if i feel pity for him.

am i being too softhearted?

hais.

he kept on telling mi tat his parents is the onli reason for the cause of all this.

there is no other reason.

shld i believe him?

and one more thing im juz wondering.

if he reallie wana end this relationship.

y do he bother to call mi again todae?

so i feel tat he still love mi.

well mayb he is reallie saying the truth.

his parents is the onli reason resulting our relationship this way.

but!

of he reallie still love mi.

y wld he suggest to end this relationship?

he is the one who asked mi to be strong.

he is the one who asked mi to be patient.

and now?!

argh!!

i juz got lots and lots of Ys and BUTs.

hais.

will update again wat happen next.

suppose to meet jun todae fat sch for shopping.

but she last minute not free.

postphone to tmr.

shopping!

(:

last friday i went out.

out wif jun.

aisyah.

izwan.

noor.

aep.

khairul.

haslam.

yup.

we had our meal at marina square food court.

den we parted.

left onli jun and mi went town shopping.

the rest of them stay at marina square for bowling and pool i think.

we shopped.

den we went to swensens had ice cream, fries and calamari.

den went home ard 2300.

jun is like my elder sis.

in the past i wanted a elder sis to talk to.

now i've found one.

(:

of coz not forgetting those who gave mi words of advices.

i appreciate them.

thanx.

(: